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Autobiography in Five Short Chapters

I.

I walk down the street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I fall in. I am lost. I am helpless.

It isn’t my fault.

It takes forever to find a way out.

II.

I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I still don’t see it. I fall in again.

I can’t believe I am in the same place.

It isn’t my fault.

It still takes a long time to get out.

III.

I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I see it there, I still fall in.

It’s habit. It’s my fault. I know where I am.

I get out immediately. 

IV.

I walk down the same street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.

I walk around it.

V.

I walk down a different street.

–Portia Nelson

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Litany of Humility

O Jesus! meek and humble of heart, Hear me.

From the desire of being esteemed,

Deliver me, Jesus.

From the desire of being loved…

From the desire of being extolled …

From the desire of being honored …

From the desire of being praised …

From the desire of being preferred to others…

From the desire of being consulted …

From the desire of being approved …

From the fear of being humiliated …

From the fear of being despised…

From the fear of suffering rebukes …

From the fear of being calumniated …

From the fear of being forgotten …

From the fear of being ridiculed …

From the fear of being wronged …

From the fear of being suspected …

That others may be loved more than I,

Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.

That others may be esteemed more than I …

That, in the opinion of the world,

others may increase and I may decrease …

That others may be chosen and I set aside …

That others may be praised and I unnoticed …

That others may be preferred to me in everything…

That others may become holier than I, provided that I may become as holy as I should…

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Karl Rahner

Big Ideas – 3:11 
The Christology of Karl Rahner – 27:44
The Core of Karl Rahner’s Theology – 4:57
The Christian of the Future – 1:44
Karren Kilby on Karl Rahner – 9:19
Which Type of Theologian Are You? – 7:58
Why study Karl Rahner, with Karen Kilby – 12:07 
It’s a Grace-Full Life – 4:35
Ignatian Spirituality and Mindfulness in Rahner – 12:45
Karl Rahner  – 22:21
A Wider Hope in Karl Rahner’s Theology – 16:31
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Hans urs von Balthasar

Part 1 Bishop Barron – 12:22
Part 1 Karen Kilby- 8:27
Beauty in the Tradition D.C. Schindler – 38:31
Part 2 Bishop Barron – 12:36
Part 2 Karen Kilby – 10:11
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Songs

God Walks the Dark Hills” Iris Dement
Guy Penrod, David Phelps
Peace Train, Yusef et al
The Prayer, Pentatonix
You raise me up, Josh Groban
It is well with my soul
Os justi – Bruckner – Tenebrae, Nigel Short
It’s OK, Nightbirde on AGT
Come to Jesus, Chris Rice
“Ave Maria” Frank La Rocca
“Master, the Tempest is Raging” Acapeldridge
In Christ Alone, Living Stones Quartet
Kyrie from Mass in E flat, VOCES8
Chant of the Mystics “O filii et filiae” 2:00
Holy as the Day is Spent, Carrie Newcomer
There was Jesus, Zach Williams &: Dolly Parton
Holy Water, We the Kingdom
If Ye Love me, Thomas Tallis, The King’s Singers